Man, this music always gets to me. If anyone reading my blog haven't heard about Nick Cave, The Assasination of Jesse James by the Coward Robert Ford OR my admiration for both of them, you don't know me well enough (I'm not quite serious now though.)
I love the soundtrack from TAOJJBTCRF (which is composed by Nick Cave and Warren Ellis), but, without fail, it always gets me down, as I start thinking about what I don't like about myself and this world and shit like that.
As for now, I'm wondering what kind of person I am. I don't think anyone dislikes or hates me, but I find it hard to believe that anyone REALLY likes me as well. Am I a sort of neutral person? I don't really feel like I have any REALLY close friends, but that might be my judgement screwing up. But still, now that school's out (for summer), I basicly have one or two friends whom I hang out with, barely.
Still, when I think about it, I have been kind of social this summer. Although that's more or less with random people, I don't have any one particular friend I always hang out with, and I don't think I have any "best friends" in terms of a person I see often, talk to a lot and get really well along with. I know of several people whom I really get along with, but they're on the wrong side of this country, and I suck at contacting them.
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JEG LIKER DEG, GUNNAR! Og jeg vet en som liker deg VELDIG godt. Jeg mener, han fulgte jo etter deg som en hund hele lørdagskvelden. ;P
Følelsen min av virkelig nære venner begynner også å forsvinne litt. Folk jeg tidligere så på som det er liksom ikke helt det mer. De er veldig gode venner, men ikke på samme måte som før, kinda.
And I think we all find it hard to believe that someone REALLY likes us. But believe me, Gunnar, you ARE really likeable. Seriously. I had a great time hanging out with you. n_n
Haha, ja, jeg har kustus på han :3
Vi ser jo hverandre såpass sjelden at det er totalt AVSOMT hver gang vi treffes, uansett hva vi gjør og hva som skjer ^_^ Ikke at jeg ikke vil treffe dere oftere, selvsagt, jeg bare poengterer det.
Jeg er og enig i det du sier, jeg tror det er langt lettere å være selvdestruktiv enn selvgod, på en måte.
Og jeg tror nok først og fremst det var musikken og sinnstemningen min der og da som påvirket meg, normalt så tenker jeg ikke noe særlig over det, og det fungerer mye bedre for meg =)
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